I FEEL LIKE MY ENTIRE MARRIAGE HAS BEEN A LIE: dealing with the issues of trust and respect
It is sad that this is my revelation, but it is. I got married a few years ago and thought was very happy. People around me felt that I had locked out and didn't deserve the position I was now placed in. I never quite understood it, for I didn't think that I had won any such trophy. For the first few years, things were fine; we were in the honey moon stage. Shortly after that little things started to unravel; the lies started. It went from the anger outburst with crippling words about regret about wanting to be with me and my inability to be mature enough to handle someone like you. It didn't take long before the other women became issues. It was always a friend, longtime friend, colleague, a customer etc., so many adjectives. I couldn't keep up. I had women driving by the house and the excuses were so pathetic, but I was in love and didn't really think that he would do that to me. I mean I was that special (isn't that what we tell ourselves)